Lord, my God, who am I that You should forsake me?
The Child of your Love - and now become as the most hated one -
the one - You have thrown away as unwanted - unloved.
I call, I cling, I want - and there is no One to answer -
no One on Whom I can cling - no, No one. - Alone...
Where is my Faith - even deep down right in there is nothing,
but emptiness and darkness - My God - how painful is this
unknown pain - I have no Faith - I dare not utter the words and
thoughts that crowd in my heart - and make me suffer untold agony.
So many unanswered questions live within me afraid to uncover them -
because of the blasphemy - If there be God - please forgive me -
When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven - there is such convicting emptiness
that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt very soul. -
I am told God loves me - and yet the reality of darkness and coldness and
emptyness is so great that nothing touches my soul.
Did I make a mistake in surrendering blindly to the Call of the Sacred Heart?
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addressed to Jesus.
undated.
Mother Teresa
сейчас вошло в моду у людей, отрицающих веру
рассуждать на религиозные темы, как в этой стате из "Time".
Караул! Мать Тереза 50 лет провела стеная без Бога и находясь во тьме.
и все равно спасибо за эту цитату-кусочек. каждому свое.
кому-то он, как и автору статьи тоже покажется кризисом веры.
но я так не думаю. как же нужно верить, чтобы так сказать...